I fell in love with a girl.
And I would give up anything for this girl.
But I screwed up. I wanted to be different then the guys before. And I am. But I guess I’m not completely.
I saw a future with her and I want to fight for her so bad. But maybe she’s better off without me. I love her though.
I haven’t lost her yet but I feel like half of me has been taken from me already. Horrible feeling.
Not sure what to do.